Friday, July 22, 2005

Shout Outs!

Oh shit! I just realized that I have already accomplished, to a smallish degree, one of my life's goals by publishing a shout out at the end of some public material (see the Howdie post on this very blog). . . Goddamn these blogs are cool!

Renegade.

Yea, today I went to see the doctor and he was some kind of renegade or something, or really incompetent depending on how charitable you are. He kept telling me to use my "common sense" and do what "feels right." Anyone who is ever a doctor should not do that. Other than that it's been the regular mellow day. Woke up this morning good and bleary eyed after sleeping in a little bit and then got some coffee and read philosophy. Philosophy is good stuff, but its tough to hold my focus on anything in the summer, let alone on philosophy. I think holding my focus is one thing I need to get good at, if I am going to be successfu that isl. And I want to be successful. Maybe it's the Jay-Z talking (does he have his own liquor yet?), yea, I've been listening to the Black Album alot, but if I'm am ever going to be successful enough to just hand out shout outs at the end of whatever public thing I put out, like Jova does at the end of the Black Album I'm going to have to learn to keep my focus. And handing out shout outs, that's totally one of my goals in life now. HeHe... PEACE!!!

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Day 2

Summer school makes for genuinely intermediary days. I live between not just between walls but between lives. And patience finally feels like a real virtue, while I patiently wait for the future to come for me. Being in between is not such a bad life, aside from the Love (of one woman) that will make you mad, life like this, mostly on the outside of everything, is peaceful and perspective giving. And while I'm at it, I am learning linear perspective in my drawing class. Linear perspective boils down to the fact that parrallel lines recede to a single vanishing point. So, metaphysically, we're all going somewhere. I hope it's higher. And while here in purgatory I'll chat it up with Socrates and Tupac Shakur; forties all around facilitate discourse. PEACE!!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Howdie!

Hello blog-o-verse! And welcome, to my blog. Excited? I am because I just started this thing. This is my first dip in the blog-o-verse, and now that I've got my toe in I feel like going skinny dipping. I hope you like it here at my blog. I would have put out some beer and real good snacks, but it's a virtual world. And as of today I am a virtual boy. At this point I've got to say that it's ironic that in this media rich and material era I think we are more bored than ever. But dang, this way is more fun than I expected! I'd like to close with a shout out to Rick-- the man-- and the first one I know to do this blog deal. Rick, you're an inspiration. PEACE!!!